What is there to say?

Overwhelmed

Stressed out

Confused

Not sure if I can handle all of these at the same time!

What kind of a test am I being put through? 
What is the lesson to be learned from this one, this time?

Combination of illness and financial dilemmas...
Would I be able to handle?

what to say?

breath in
breath out

going through some tough times, personally, emotionally

will be alright