After years, I was finally able to speak my peace… so pleased with the results… chapter closed. It is so heartwarming to see two separate beings, not really knowing each other, come to terms and leave and live in peace!
Heard a song from Dumbo on the radio this morning. How that song always brings tears to my eyes... It actually breaks my heart! It breaks my heart because no matter how hard I have tried, I have not been able to get through to a certain important individual in my life. Perhaps I have and am not getting the reaction I’m expecting to get? Always felt I was being pushed away and punished!
Physical separation should never be blamed for lack of love, emotional support and loyalty. A very painful and hurtful position which I have to come to terms with.
I know it is impossible to please everyone all the time. But is “pleasing” really the issue here? Sometimes, I feel, we have to try too hard and at times we have to “act” or be fake in order to “please”. Is that right?
This much for now…
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